Lately, I seem to make a muck of things every time I open my mouth. I'm taking a vow of silence, the only exceptions being when I'm at work and at school where I have to communicate verbally in order to perform my duties. But other then that, I think it's for the best right now if I don't open my mouth and spew forth the vile and discomforting thoughts/feelings/emotions that are mistrusting, angry, and conspiratorial. Until I can keep those in check, or deal with them like I thought I had, then I think it's for the best that I not open my mouth on the off chance that I could piss someone else off. Plus, I'm sure my surly attitude hasn't helped either. And here I thought that I was finally get out of this....fuck.